and he's super duper amazing.
i haven't had a boyfriend in a while,
and lets face it...we all knew i was kind of down.
but, he's introduced a new kind of happiness
that i haven't felt in a long while.
he makes me feel wanted at all times.
i couldn't be happier right now.
i mean, i've been happy lately,
just not as happy as i am now that i have him.
we've been talkin a long time, but now that things
are finally official, i don't think things could get any better.
i'm amazed, simply amazed.
he's so good for me, and so good to me.
he keeps me motivated to wake up
and come to school every morning.
i've had problems ever since middle school
with being motivated, but he motivates me in so many ways.
he's wonderful.
he's not into drugs or anything like that,
which is even better.
i was goin down (get your mind out of the gutter) (yeah, Drennen is an awesome teacher. I just thought of that so I had to say it).
[[that was drennen typing in here that loser]]
Anyway like I was saying,
i was goin down the wrong path ya kno,
and he keeps me from that.
i don't always need drugs to have a good time,
tho...i must admit...they DO help sometimes haha
but idk, its alot easier to keep happy lately,
i love it so much.
i'm glad to have him, i feel so lucky.
he's amazing.

everything about him,
his smile, his laugh, his goofy faces,
his style, his talent, everything about him
is just wonderful.
he's so honest, and so trustworthy,
and he cares, like he ACTUALLY cares.
he doesn't need to be physical all the time,
he likes just talking with me.
its amazing.
he was tellin me how he misses me so much
when i'm gone, and i couldn't help but blush.
i covered my face...i was prolly smiling a mile long.
he was explaining to me how kewl i am,
and how i'm fun to hangout with...
like not just as his girlfriend...but as one of his good friends too.
see what i mean, he makes me so entirely happy.
and he says the sweetest things, like actually SAYS them
instead of typing it to me on myspace, or through a text
he actually SAYS these things,
which makes it easy to believe him.
he's the first boyfriend i've had that i feel
i can trust 100%.
i don't think he'd ever do me wrong.
its a great feeling.

he just got his eyebrow pierced.
its really hott.
i think its cute how he's kinda changing,
yet still remaining himself.
its cute how he bought chucks not too long ago,
and how he got his cartilage pierced...
which is something i suggested when he told me he was wanting something pierced.
then he got his eyebrow done, when he was tellin me he was thinkin about it, i encouraged it...and he got it.
idk, maybe i'm lame and i just think the stupidest shit is cute.
ohhhh and he bought a black shirt lol.

we were at prom, he wasn't my date,
by the time he was gonna ask...i already had a date.
but anyways, i was sittin at the table,
and a slow song came on...and he came n sat next to me...
and asked if i wanted to dance, of course i said yes.
it was super cute.
i'd never slow danced with a boy before.
he also asked me to take "the prom" picture with him,
you know those ones that people keep for like ever.
yeah like, THE prom picture...
the one infront of the background and shit.
it was awesome, i need a copy of it.

man i still can't believe he's my boyfriend.
i've been waiting so long for him to come around,
and he finally did...i love this feeling.

May 1, 2007
the day he asked me out.